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i like how when i am REALLY out there trying to improve myself and get in shape and look good, i still get made fun of for being overweight. seriously, i was jsut out for a damn run, can't people just leave me the fuck alone?
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[28 Feb 2007|10:08am] |
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today's schedule:
8-9:30 training shift at red robin
11-4 dairy queen
4:30-? follow shift at red robin
fuck. and i still have homework due for next week's classes.
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[23 Feb 2007|08:32pm] |
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so i now live in my own house with andrew and heather. things are getting easier, and i love having this house the way I want it. it's is a work in progress, and needs a lot of fixing up, but we already painted 2 rooms of the house, and are talking about getting started on a third. and the bathroom was COMPLETELY re-done last summer, so there is the kitchen and dining room, and the siding needs to be re-done.
i currently have 2 jobs. Dairy Queen three mornings of the week, and I start at Red Robin tomorrow. i will work there during the night. i go to class tuesday, wednesday, and thursday, mornings. i also coach wednesday nights and saturday mornings. i have my hands full to say the least.
i am doing so much better at OCC than OU. the environment is better for me and its easier on me. driving to OU everyday takes a toll on you after a while. so i am doing well in my classes, and am much happier.
andrew and i have been dating for a little over 2 years now and its amazing how the time passed. i love the kid more and more everyday, if that is possible, and i can't wait to get married and start a family. i wish i was about 4 years older. i promised my mom i would wait to get some more college under my belt before i get married. she is worried i will make the same mistakes she did. so i will wait about 2 more years.
i am starting to realize that i really am a drama queen. i make drama where drama shouldnt be. so now that i am aware of this issue i hope to catch myself before i go to far over.
i am hoping everyone is well. i tend to get a little disconnected sometimes. i think myspace over shadows livejournal a little. i will try not to let this happen too much more. i would like to be able to get my feelings out more often, so that the whole world can see. eh. whatev.
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[16 Feb 2007|09:47am] |
R.I.P. Melissa Stuckey...
you are greatly loved and missed.
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[12 Feb 2007|12:19pm] |
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I just spent about 10 minutes reading through some journals. Everyone seems to be trying to find some way to be happy, or get away from something. So if you read this, just do me a favor...
Breathe.
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[31 Jan 2007|09:28pm] |
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my house is cold.
my feet are like ice.
the team needs work.
we have competition on sunday.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow.
i want to sleep in.
my hours at aero suck.
ill be working 2 jobs in about a week.
and people on american idol cant sing.
andy can.
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[28 Jan 2007|09:42pm] |
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i invited you in my house,
would it be so hard to invite me into your plans?
please. just once. k. thanx.
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[10 Jan 2007|12:53pm] |
i just went back and read my entries i wrote from when andy and i first started dating. 2 years ago that was all we talked about. andy and i this and andy and i that. seems like forever ago. we were always happy just spending time together, and guess what...things havent changed. i still love every second spent with him.
anyways... i started classes yesterday, i have a feeling this semester is going to be easy. i got hired in at aero, so that means when DQ opens back up i will have 2 jobs, be a part time student, and still coach. yikes.
well i am kinda sick so i am going to get ready to go to the doctors so i can figure what is going on.
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[08 Jan 2007|01:00pm] |
who wants to come play in the snow with me?
♥
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[04 Dec 2006|08:32am] |
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im skipping stats today. it wont help me pass my final if i go. and even if it would have, i doubt ill pass the class. i am looking forward to starting all over at occ next semester. tomorrow is my official last day of school. i have a final on thursday and one on the 13th. i have a quiz in rhetoric today. final class of history tomorrow. i will get my paper back tomorrow. its worth 20% of my grade. i need for this paper to be good, otherwise i just might fail that class too. my school schedule for next semester is:
Tuesday 12:30-3:25= Fundamentals of Arithmetic
Wednesday 9:15-12:55=Intro to Education
Thursday 9-12:55=Intro to Psychology
should be good. every week i will only go to school for 3 days and i will have a 4 day weekend. perfect schedule for me. i know i have passed Composition I easily. so i will talk to a counselor and see if i can take comp II at OCC, if the credits are transferable. I hope the classes i am taking now are credits that will transfer. if not i am only spending like $564. thats like 14% of what i was paying at occ. and these classes are just to get the prereqs out of the way. who knows maybe i will even stay at occ and get my degree there. after all its 8584034847362times cheaper.
I got some more hours this week at Aero. good stuff. however, i am supposed to work at 6 on thurs. and that is the day of my hist. final. ill have to work something out. i am excited to get more hours now that i am not a minor anymore.
my girls had a competition yesturday. did very well. i am proud. still got some work to do though. i am more than happy to help.
andy and i will be celebrating our 2 years in less than one month.
i am hungry.
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[01 Dec 2006|03:56pm] |
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I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By Your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When Your face
Is before me
I can only imagine
{Chorus}:
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for You Jesus or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine
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[30 Nov 2006|08:55am] |
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Happy Birthday to me!
I am finally 18, so now I can work past 10:30, but lottery tickets etc...
I am so happy!
Hope this is a good one!
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[14 Nov 2006|12:48pm] |
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wow... Life is really starting to unravel. I have a job at Aeropostale. I got hired in on Sunday. I am very excited to start. My mom and Deb are still slowly but surely moving out. I am doing slightly better in my classes. Hazelettes are starting to look a little better, I hope they do well at competition. (for those who don't know i am the asst. coach)and Andy and I are still going strong. We joke around and laugh all the time. He took me to see Movin' Out on sunday as my berfday present...I cannot wait until christmas...Andy and I are planning on having a x-mas party, so there is something to look forward to...well i gotta get going...I have class soon
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[02 Nov 2006|06:36pm] |
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[30 Oct 2006|02:26pm] |
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"Where Are You Christmas"
Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play
My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go
Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is here
If you care, oh
If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time
I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love
Where are you Christmas
Fill your heart with love
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[27 Oct 2006|03:53pm] |
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[02 Oct 2006|02:35pm] |
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i should be writing a paper right now, but i dont want to!
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[23 Sep 2006|10:57am] |
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Yeah it's been months, I know. So anyway, I have been very busy. I am a full time student at Oakland University and still have a part time job at the Dairy Queen. I am taking a writing class, Statistics, American History and Comparitive Politics. I guess they are OK. I kinda just hate school all together.
In just about 3 months Andy and I will take over the house and pay 300 dollars rent plus gas and electric, I can't wait. We will manage, and it will be so much fun to live on our own, finally. I will be 18, and a student, and I will have to get another job because we close at the end of october.
There really isn't too much else to say, life is crazy with hw and a job, but i really dont have a choice. I have to start saving for rent.
well Im out. I have to get ready for work. :(later bro!
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[06 May 2006|10:37am] |
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wow it's been a while since i have written a real entry in here.
lets see:
Job: I still work at dairy queen and stil get paid $5.25 an hour. it's impossible to be happy about this. last wee i worked 32 hours and my check was a meezy $141.60. I just wish that i would get noticed for all the hard work that I do. I am slowly becoming more and more unhappy there.
School: 19 days left. then i will be done. knowing this makes me go insane! i seriously cannot wait to get out!
Friends: Why do I feel that everyone is slowly drifting apart? I mean we don't have much more time together until everyone leaves for college and still i feel like we spend less and less time together. I feel excluded a lot in a select group. I just wish people respected me more.
Boy: We are still amazing. It's been a year and 4 months now. he has a good paying job. great plans for the future we jsut have to get those in work mode. We plan to get married in 2 years. I think it's a good time. I will be settled in college. We will have a place to live. and it just seems right. 2 years after his mom's wedding and a year after his brothers. my mother is having a bonding ceremony this summer for her and deb, i am kinda the best man/maid of honor. i guess that's how it works. all i know is that i am standing up for her.
Family: Working through or problems via counseling. It seems like it's been doing a fairly good job. we'll see.
college: i got the occ placement tests all settled. i just have to register. my orientation for OU is on july 5th. I am so excited to start the new segment of my life!
Life: Good... I am unhappy about some things and happy about others, but that's just the way it goes. I live every day as it comes and try not to overwhelm myself. with getting out of school and graduating so close it gets hard, but i try.
it's hard to type in nails! Prom I thought went really well. I had a lot of fun!
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[27 Mar 2006|09:53am] |
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Senioritis is getting the best of me. Everyday gets longer and harder to get out of bed. I can't wait til spring break. I am not going any where, but i will be working, so that's good. I need to get my OCC shit in for my summer class. And I need to send in my stuff for orientation for OU. blah whatever.
Andy,
I love you darlin'.
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